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just need to write

i dont know much thing, i dont know what will happen next, like where will i be i know, i hace control issue. i was, always have a plan. but what i realize is, that all of them isnt really 100%what i wanted. cause i simply wanted ppl to seeing me, and saying that you are amazing, you r cool, and other thing. but now i realize why my plan didnt work out.. cause its not what i need. lets be happy anytime, when u falling in love u cant sleep and finally that time u realize ur reality is better than dreams.. i know, i am not dreaming anymore. but that's the thing, i need a dream. that i fight for it. whatever what ppl will say. we have a limitless power, we can be whatever we want, as long we willing to pay to be what we always dreaming about. what i always want is just simply writing reading, the way i enter a new world on the book is really amaze me. the thirsty, that feeling never gone. hoping too drinking more story. i think, i love when my heart is strong like a ste...
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1 thing,

one thing that i didnt do, for sure. i never share this blog to ppl, ya maybe a couple time but thats it. no more just wanting to fckng write something, cut it out, ijust quit from playing a game online that i have played very seriously. really? idc... lmao neither do i, like i said, i just want to write. thats all idont care about ppl, will they see this?read this? this blog? fckd it up, just letting out my feel. why not? just called its my online diary, lol iam not writing a diary anymore, almost 2 years now. and i really screwed up than before. u know free writing? its mean just fckng write, dont thinking about editing ur word,.. just write anything that r in ur thought. no exceptation, just write it. its a free writing. good for mental health, ya just like i do right now, listening to a youtube music or something., couldnt careless about a quota of my net,, u dont need atopic, theme. is not a like creating story, its just simple writing,, free writing, what u ...
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Prolog - Not Love, Because of Love?

Prolog Seorang pemuda terdiam menatap gadis di depan n ya. “Maaf!  ucap Gadis tersebut, sambil berjalan menjauh meninggalkan Pemuda itu dengan sebuah luka yang tidak mengeluarkan darah, namun sebuah tangisan. “Sudah selesai, apa semuanya berakhir di sini?” Tanya Pemuda itu, tanpa sadar air mata jatuh begitu saja. Di kejauhan, Gadis tersebut berdiri di balik sebuah pohon mengintip ke arah Pemuda itu, sambil menutup mulut dengan tangan kanannya menahan isakan tangis yang bisa meledak kapan saja, karena melihat seseorang yang begitu ia sayangi menangis. Keputusan yang menyakitkan, dua hati dengan cinta pada satu sama lainnya namun, dalam sebuah hubungan yang seharusnya tidak mereka jalani. Pemuda itu berhenti menulis, melipat kertas tersebut lalu memasukannya ke dalam sebuah kotak, dan menyimpan kotak itu di bawah tempat tidurnya. Menghela napas beberapa kali, saat kenangan itu kembali menyimpan kotak itu di bawah tempat tidurnya beberapa menit sebelum acara di m...
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